balasan....

ytd the whole nigth i never sleep...
i realize one thing...
until ytd i only realize...

i asking myself..
why i always get hurt ??
i think for a long time...
finally i found i answers for myself...
i always hurt some one tat love me alot...
aspecially my family...
my parent and my relative..
i hurt them de most...
tat why nw i must been hurt by some one i love alot....

i asking myself also..
why i can feel de feeling of happy before ??
how can tell me wt is de feeling of happy ??
finally i get de answers 4 myself also...
from small i was very naughty...
i knw start from seven yrs old i non-stop bring so many problem to my parent....
make them very up sad unhappy....
i make my friend unhappy also...
tat why...
i cant get my happy..
my true happy...

when this all thing only will end in my life??
when ??