hurt... pain...!!

I m a strong person for u all ??
Is it a very strong person for all of u ??
OR
I am a person who no feeling
OR
I m a person who everytime with a smile
even though there bad thing happen to me I still with de smile…

I know..
I know tat all of u talking abt bad behind of me…
Dislike me, hate me…. Anything…!!!
But wat i did wrong??
Even all of you non-stop talking bad behind of me,
I never did anything also ah…
I never talk bad back to all of u ah…
But u all become terrible…
U all talk more n more bad abt me and getting worst n worst…!!!
Wat de hell is it ??

Why why and why ??
In my life full of why….
I always with a smile for u all cause u all never see before my tears…
Wat u all did to me, wat u all say behind me…
I really don feel ntg ma ??
PLEASE ~ I m also HUMAN BEING…..!!

From de day I enter kidnagarden…
I start to solve my own problem…
Protect myself… try to be independent…
Btu I always failed to protect myself…
AND everytime hurt by everyone around me…
I DISLIKE de life when I having in kidnagarden until NOW….!!

I hoe tat I still was a baby…
Every time protect by some one…
Every time care by some one…
I want that kind of life…
No worry,
No scare
No HURT de life…!!

I was tired to protect myself…
I found out tat the more I protect myself, the more I get hurt…
.i hope there some one 24 hours protect me….
Don let get hurt by someone…