Disappointed’

Six day...
Six days holidays…
U spent five day with your friend…
And this makes u let accompany me…

Ytd I told you…
I told u that I going to blind….
Wat your reaction??
U reaction tells me tat u not care me at all…

U say u goes accompany your NS friend cause they going to study not going go back camp…
U says u will be backing home tomorrow, and until de day of tomorrow ad le…
Wat u tells me?? Maybe I will go back tomorrow…
I don’t know tomorrow u will tell me wat again…

U at de camp accompany yr friend not enough ma??
Everyday chat, everyday meet… not enough ah??

I very hard wait until u have six day de holiday…
Tot u can accompany me...
But wat u does to me??
At camp accompany friend…
Holiday also accompany friend…

U promise me tat u will come kl accompany me…
Bt yr parent don give you…
I understand… never mind…
I never blame you…
U wants to go yr friend house until late never mind….
Everyday wanan to drink tea with friend never mind… go ahead…
What u want to do, I let u do… I let u go…
I never stop u anything before…

BUT…!!!
U got think before my feeling ma??
Did u think if u is me??
Did you??

I going to blind soon…
Going to cant see anything anymore… INCLUDE YOU…!!
I world going to be black in colour, lonely…
U understands my feeling ma…
HW do u feel when u r me??
How does u feel tat when u know yr own self going to blind…
In my mind just only have u de memory…
Some more does sad memory…
Happy de?? Don’t know go where le…

I know myself going to blind soon…
So hope tat u can have more time accompany me…
Hope tats my mind have more happy memory with you...
BT where you??
U was playing with your NS friend…
Is it accompanied yr going to study de NS friend important then yr GF de health?!?!?!

YOU ASK YOURSELF!! DID U DID A BF SHOULD DO DE THING?!?!?!