tired...

Tired…
I not run de whole school up and down and make myself tired...…

Tired de is my mental…
Sometime I hope tat my mental same as my heart...
Why I said like tat…??
U see… when we not yet open our eye see this world…
Our heart ad start beating…
Until now still beating…
Never stop before…
And I really hope tat my mental was just same as my heart…
My mental really very tired….

I feel like to protect this relationship…
I use much energy…
I use all of my energy le…
I feeling very tired…

I have put much effort in this relationship…
I do much hard work in this relationship…
BUT…
No matter how much effort I put how much hard work tat I do...
Wat I get??
I get NOTHING..!!!
Is NOTHING..!!!!!

I ask myself...
Why??
Why I want to do so many things, use up all my energy and at last I get de is NOTHING!!!
Why?? Who can tell me why??

Relationship is belonging of two person de...
Why I feeling tat only me de one who non-stop giving out...
And never receive anything...
I hate...
I hate...
I really hate this feeling….!!

I really tired to giving without receiving u know ma??
U know ma?!?!?!
I can’t see tat u put effort in this relationship at all…
Only I m de one…

Sometime I m asking myself...
Do u really love me??
Did u really care this relationship??
Did u?!?!?!
Did u really appreciate this relation before??
Did you?!?!

Important de is…!!
DID U APPRECIATE TAT U HAV ME NOW!!!!!