forgive?? chance ??

i dunno...
i dunno hw many time i can forgive you....
i feeling i non-stop forgive u, give u chance,
u dunno apperciate at all...
non-stop repeat de same thing.....

i asking myself...
hw only can let yr stop repeating de mistake ??
hw only can let me stop hurt from you....
iszit ??
if i don forgive you, don give u chance....
then u doesnt have de chance hurt me again le ??
i dunno...

i really think b4 tat don forgive you....
don let u hav chance anymore le...
i found out tat i forgive le so many time..
chance give le so many time...
wat i get back ??
happiness ??
no............!!
is de SAME....!!
u return me back de same thing....
or more worst de thing....!!

i dunno why..
why everytime i giving u chance ??
why everytime i gove u chance hurt myself??
why tat my heart so soft...
why ??

cause i really LOVE YOU.......!!