Dunno…

I dunno how to describe my feeling to you….
I know that I very love you….
But in de same time I hate u a lot also….

I really hate you….
I scare that one day I gonna hate you more than I love you…

Why ??
Last time I very sure that my love to you,
It did not contain any substances of hate….
Only full of love…
Only love…!!!

Please…
I beg u can ma ??
Can don let me hate you ma ??
I don want to hate you…
I just wanna 100% love you…
Not even 1% is hate….
Can ma ?? please~

Dislike…
I dislike this kind of feeling…
I dislike u treat me like tat…
I dislike tat I know myself unhappy also need make myself unhappy
just because want u to be easy…

know…
I know tat u dun want me unhappy…
But de reason is unhappy is u create de ah…
U think I like to unhappy ma ??
Who like to unhappy ??

Beg..
I beg you…!!
If u cant do de thing… please..!!
Don make de promise can ma ??
You know ma??
Every promise that u make, I hope that is true…
But de second that I know is wont come true, u know my heart will how pain is it ma ??